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sebelum exam memang azam kuat nak kuar 3 hari. dah lame aku tak kuar. Rase diri pun dah jauh dari tuhan. Boleh dikatekan dalam setiap du’a aku berdoa agar Allah kuarkan aku di jalannya n permudahkan aku kuar. Alhamdulillah exam pun pass so aku pun dapat kuar. Bagi aku ni dah kire nikmat yang besar bagi orang yang dah sunyi dari kuar. Walaupun ade sikit halangan tapi Allah bagi kekuatan n bukak aku jalan supaye harapan aku dapat direalisasikan. so jemaah kitorang kuar kat batu 20 Hulu Langat, Madrasatul Hasanah. suraunye memang nampak dijage rapi, bersih n menenangkan. tapi sepanjang 3 hari kami kat sane perkare yang amat x menenangkan ialah boleh dikatekan takde pun jemaah tempatan datang solat. difahamkan jugak surau tuh hanye meriah time khamis malam jumaat je. aduh. sepanjang keberadaan kami kat sane pun ade 2 3 orang budak datang n tok siak. hum. serak2 orang kite laungkan mau negare Islam, menuntut untuk negare Islam, berharap untuk negare Islam. Dalam mase yang same surau2 dan masjid tak diimarahkan. bukankah sa
me kite dengan pekerja yang tak wat keje tapi sibuk mintak gaji dari bos. Harapan yang mendalam aku terhadap masyarakat kite supaye begotong royong imarahkan masjid n du’a aku juge untuk dak2 tuh supaye mereke menjadi pembela agama kelak. wallahu a’lam

hum tenampak poster ‘cuci’ td. tetibe tepikir pasal amalan yang mulia ni yang slalu sgt kite overlook. apela yang aku dok sibuk2 sgt pasal bende ni kn..tapi bedasarkan ape yang aku tgk kite sgt payah untuk tundukkan diri kite ngan care wat bende ni. yelah kalu berkaitan dengan props kite senang je kite nk bersihkan or cuci. tp yang aku nk utarekan, concern wit manfaat untuk orang len. ape lah sgt kalu kite tundukkan diri ngan kita yang memulakan cuci/ bersih toilet kite (xyah nak tunggu roomate), sapu umah (xyah nk tunggu housemate), kutip sampah kt jalan (xyah nk tunggu org len). masalah kite skang ni ialah kite lebih berharap untuk orang len yang buat rather than diri kite sendri. nilah pentingnya adenye sense of belonging dalam jiwa kite.bile ade dis kind of sense barulah adenye rse concern terhadap surroundings kite ni.biarlah kita yang mulakan sebab segala kebaikan yang org len buat hasil daripada usaha kita akn masuk ke dalam saham akhirat kite jgk. harap bnde cani dapt jd budaya kt bilik aku, umah aku, ngn sekeliling aku. wama taufiqi illa billah.

i hav made a decision which, i myself am not sure of da consequences. is it goin 2 b a gud end or da opposite 4 me..n d other prty.

juz pray dat my choice is rite in the eyes of Allaah taala.

Last weekend my university had organized an interfaculty sports or better known as SUFA. since our population here (Pandan Indah campus) is quite small so wat can be expected from our participation? (dat was dose from nilai thought). Nevertheless we had showed a great commitment by sending 1 complete of football team, a bowling team, and a badminton team. lets put aside dose 2 latter sports and just pay attention 2 da former (since i wasnt in dose team). ngeh2.

actually our history of football journey is worse than worst can b. adeh. we had experienced of beaten 11 to nil, 10 to 1 and 8 to 2! if im not mistaken. n we only left away with a record of conceding 30 goals! wow dats a record dat shouldnt be proud of. he2. dis edition of SUFA had really gav us hope and spirit 2 proof 2 other faculties dat were not like b4. since then we trained as were like going into a battlefield, working our socks off, doing friendlies, n dose motivational talk from our captain had really lift our spirits to sky high! n so da day came for us to prove our hard work n determination all dis while. though we started off not so well (beaten 1-0 to FEM), we picked ourselves up n gathered back our team spirits. I think it was da first time in my life dat my face was so serious i didnt wanna look at my face at da mirror! hah2. 4 da final 2 matches we ended up won 1-0 n drawed 1-1. da last match was a very intense one since we  only need 2 win 2 qualify 4 da knockout stages. but wat can we do. humm. da draw was more fair. all n all we are very proud of ourselves since da eventual winner is da 1 who beat us. now we can..alamak ajes dh ajak balik. wawa.

tadi terbace paper hari ni. mengenai gejala pengkid. mmg dah perasan pn budaya ni cam dh meluas. ari tuh kat stesen komuter midvalley terang2 diorang nk gaduh sesame diorang. kes nye? semate2 nk berebut awek. aduhai sungguh menyedihkan…tapi meggelikan hati pun ade jugak.. yang herannye kenape orang melayu yang Islam gak ‘menyambut’ baik budaye nih. hum xde plak terserempak ngan chinese pengkid or indian pengkid. hum2. bebalik kepada topik dalam akhbar td, citenye si pengkid ni ‘cilok’ awek die dok skali sebumbung ngan die. majlis agame islam nk tahan, tp ape kan daye si pengkid ni kan sebanrnye pompuan gak n awek die pn pompuan gak..so mane ade kes khlawat kt situ. n si pengkid ni plak tunjuk belang nagn slambe nye gtau yang perbuatan diorang ni mmg x salah d sisi undang2. bingunglah umat islam kt malaysia, negara yang’merdeka’ pasal bende ni. 2lah bile undang2 yang sedie ade, dtg dri lagit plak 2, x di gune pakai. we often look forward dat we sometimes forget 2 look behind.

humm tadi ade subjek CH (community Health) n lecturer ktorang discuss psl population. n da issue raised was kalau population keeps on increasing adakah bumi ni dapat tampung kebanjiran manusia? so lecturer tanye which 1 yang korang prefer big or small population. antare bnyk2 kitorang (29) hanye soarang je yang prefer big population. majoriti x x stuju ngan big population (termasuklah aku) sbb bnyk negative effect than positive.  short of resources la, increased risk of getting infectious diseasela, job competitionla. hum. ade btolnye. then lecturer tanye sorang2 bpe orang ank yang kamu nk? most of us jawab x kurang dari 4 orang anak. indirectly 2pn dah contribute kapda increased in population. hum. ape yang kite nk slalunya x sejajar ngan ape yang dikehendaki. bila pikir balik adakah ini agama? ape yang dikehendaki vs kehendak. bile kehendak melebihi ape yang dikehendaki pasti akan jadi kucar kacir. makan, boleh makan tp biarlah berhenti sebelum kenyang. membeli, boleh membeli tp biarlah x sampai membawa kapde pembaziran, ade harte, sedekahkan. hum2. ble mkn bnyk, obese. bile banje bnyk, pembaziran. bile x sedekah, bakhil.

Look into my eyes- outlandish

Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
You don’t see a damn thing
’cause you can’t relate to me
You’re blinded by our differences
My life makes no sense to you
I’m the persecuted one
You’re the red, white and blue

Each day you wake in tranquility
No fears to cross your eyes
Each day I wake in gratitude
Thanking God He let me rise
You worry about your education
And the bills you have to pay
I worry about my vulnerable life
And if I’ll survive another day
Your biggest fear is getting a ticket
As you cruise your Cadillac
My fear is that the tank that has just left
Will turn around and come back

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Someone tell me …

Ooohh, let’s not cry tonight
I promise you one day it’s through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain’t with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters

See I’ve known terror for quite some time
57 years so cruel
Terror breathes the air I breathe
It’s the checkpoint on my way to school
Terror is the robbery of my land
And the torture of my mother
The imprisonment of my innocent father
The bullet in my baby brother
The bulldozers and the tanks
The gases and the guns
The bombs that fall outside my door
All due to your funds
You blame me for defending myself
Against the ways of my enemies
I’m terrorized in my own land (what)
And I’m the terrorist?

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Someone tell me …

Ooohh, let’s not cry tonight, I promise you one day it’s through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain’t with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,

American , do you realize that the taxes that you pay
Feed the forces that traumatize my every living day
So if I won’t be here tomorrow
It’s written in my fate
May the future bring a brighter day
The end of our wait

(pause)

Ooohh, let’s not cry tonight, I promise you one day it’s through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain’t with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,

[with kids]
Ohh let’s not cry tonight I promise you one day is through
Ohh my brothers! Ohh my sisters!
Ooh shine a light for every soul that ain’t with us no more
Ohh my brothers! Ohh my sisters!

Father
It’s not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You’re still young, that’s your fault,
There’s so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I’m happy.
I was once like you are now, and I know that it’s not easy,
To be calm when you’ve found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you’ve got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain,  coz when I do he turns away again.
It’s always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there’s a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
It’s not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You’re still young, that’s your fault,
There’s so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
if you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I’m happy.
(Son– Away Away Away, I know I have to
Make this decision alone - no)

Son
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It’s hard, but it’s harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I’d agree, but it’s them They know not me.
Now there’s a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.
(Father– Stay Stay Stay, Why must you go and
make this decision alone?)

recently a jamaah from sudan came to my place. they stayed at surau.. the purpose juz wanna learn good things from us n to invite people to love our deen. after maghrib prayer i took a chance 2 listen 2 da talk given by our brother from da jamaah. i was immediately got attracted 2 da talk as da way da speaker gave his talk was like a father 2 a son. he said we muslims all around da world posses a great n most precious thing dat we  often overlook…which is iman. its more valueable dan any other things in da world..big houses, money, cars even certificates. he said da larger amount of iman we posses da more we r particular wit our deen. he gave an example of a story of saidina Abu Bakr r.a. 1 day his slave gave him an amount of dates which was his routine after he collected some money. then suddenly Abu Bakr r.a asked wit curiosity how did his slave got da dates. its a weird thing as he never asked such question before..but dis is how Allah wants 2 protect his beloved slave. then his slave told him dat bfore he embrace Islam he was a fortuneteller. after he embraced islam a man came n gave him an amount of money coz all of his prediction was totally correct. da money he got he used it 2 buy dates n some he gave em 2 his master who is Abu Bakr r.a. listened 2 da story Abu Bakr r.a without any doubt put his finger into his mouth n  forced  his  body 2 vomit. n all da food include da dates he had taken were out…Rasulullah s.a.w said dat if Abu Bakr’s iman were 2 put on a mizan n compare it wit iman of da whole ummah then Abu Bakr’s iman will b heavier. da hadith n da story of Abu Bakr r.a really made me wonder of how iman really givs influence 2 one’s lifestyle. da larger da amount of iman da more a person b particular of his deen.to b continued..

suke je dgr lagu raihan yg awl2 dulu.tau skit2 ah lirik die.’apa yg ada, jrg dsyukuri,apa yg tiada sering drisaukn". kalu pk2 kn hum manusie mmg sgt krg bsyukur.ade yg mmg tnk dan ade yg sll lupe nk bsyukur..allah pn dh sll mention hambe die time ssh mntk sungguh2 spy slmtkn die dari bala bencana.tp lps je allah jwb doa, diorg trus lupekn Yg mlpskn diorg.seolh olah dgn usahe diorg sndr diorg dpt segala2yne.inilh kite sbnrnye.kn kte manusie jgk, jd kte pn 4 sure x dpt nk lari dr sifat cam2.

jd suke x suke kte kene blaja cane nk bsyukur..nmpk mudah tp bape rmai yg sebut alhamdulillah time lps mkn,lps kuar toilet dn lg lps bgn dr tido.seems like remeh rite.tp pktaan yg sesimple cam2 pn kte leh sll lupe nk ucap.

2lah sll bc doa "allahumma a’inni ‘ala zikrika wa syukrika wa husni ‘ibadatik"

ya allah bntulh daku utk sll mengingatimu dn bsyukur pdmu dan ibadah yg cntik pdmu

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